Time to cut things and tear it apart.

>> Wednesday, April 10, 2013

Well, I'm now tearing apart my manuscript.

Part of the reason I felt so awful about this manuscript and was headdesking while revising way more than I should was because there was a bit of the book that was just not working. I figured out what that part was yesterday while driving, and the moment I got home, I printed out the parts I've worked on so far and I've now officially gotten it all crossed out and post-it noted and highlighted and...Oy vey.

So, basically, I was thisclose to being halfway through this revision and now I have to start over from the very beginning.

I'd be frustrated, but I know this is the best for the manuscript.

I'd much rather feel like this towards my work:

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 Than feel like this:

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(Picture courtesy of The Oatmeal)

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I think I can

>> Sunday, April 7, 2013

When I was younger, The Little Engine That Could was one of my favorite books.

If you've never read it, it's about a little engine who doesn't believe in herself, but she gets determined and basically, she gets shit done. Because that's what we bitches do.

Sometimes, I have down days when it comes to writing. Sometimes I feel like everything's impossible, and I can't possibly do it. These are the days that I need to get my "I think I can" mentality back. I'm usually determined and I get shit done. But these days are hard, and they're hard to get through.

I don't think simple positive thinking will be able to get me out of the funk I'm in today because life just doesn't work that way, but I do think that I can at least try. I can try to do it, and I can try my hardest. I can chug my way up that hill and not give up.

Because if the little engine could do it, I can too.



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Current - wait for it - ly

>> Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Yeah, you really didn't have to wait for that.

Book: 
Ever since I discovered that I can listen to audiobooks and still put away stuff properly at the library, I've been listening to a lot of books. I used to hate audiobooks, but now I kinda love them. The last one I listened to was the third Stephanie Plum book and I enjoyed it. The last book I read that I REALLY loved, like, was over the moon about it kind of love, was Just One Day by Gayle Forman. So good.
I also have Also Known As by Robin Benway and The Madness Underneath by Maureen Johnson sitting on my to-read pile. I'm pretty stoked to read those two. I just need to find some time to read them since they're not audiobooks...


Music:
The new Kate Nash is amazing! I'll let the music speak for itself.



Wishlist:
I don't know if I've mentioned this before here, but I'm a shopaholic. I've been really good about not spending money on things that I don't need lately, but I seriously miss it. So in all honesty, the only thing on my wishlist right now would be a shopping spree at the mall. I could buy so many dresses. *sigh*

TV Show: 
 I've been rewatching Greek on Netflix. I have no shame, I love my silly ABC Family teen dramas. They're overdramatic and over the top at times, and I love them.

Video Game:
I recently finished playing watching my boyfriend play (while I was a backseat gamer) Portal and Portal 2. I'm pretty sure that it's the perfect game. Plus it's hilarious. If I had a GPS, I think I'd want GLaDOS to be my GPS voice.

Project: 
Curse of the Stars - THE REVISION PART 1.
Right now I've only gotten a couple of chapters completed, because I'm a professional procrastinator, but I have a new goal of getting at least five chapters revised every week. And that is a thing that is going to happen. Yes. I will get that done. ...Right now. I'll go get that done. Yup.

*opens up Netflix* *hits play on Greek*

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Let the revisions begin!

>> Friday, February 15, 2013

Today, I begin the first set of revisions on my 2009 NaNoWriMo novel, which I haven't touched since, well, late November 2009.

No, I'm not quite done with my first draft of the secret manuscript. I decided that I need to work on the book where the characters are prodding me right now. And right now, that's not the secret manuscript. It's Curse of the Stars, a book that I wrote in a month back in 2009. My characters are begging for me to go through their story again, and I need to listen to them.
Every now and then, I catch myself writing to get published, and I have to remind myself that I'm writing for myself, no one else. Would I like to get published someday? Hell yeah. But if I put that pressure of "I want this to get published eventually" on every first draft, every revision I do, then I won't have any fun, and all the passion goes away, and well, that's not cool. I found that that's kind of what I was doing with my secret manuscript. I wasn't feeling it anymore, but I kept on trying to get it out, kept trying to get the characters to talk to me. I was ignoring the fact that this other book was sitting in the back of my mind for so long, asking me to work on it.

So I'm listening to my characters and doing what's best for me and them - I'm working on my revision. Curse of the Stars is now being worked on again, and I am so excited to do it. I've wanted to revise this book for a while, and I loved writing it, so I can't wait to get back into their lives.


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There may not be any updates here for a bit

>> Sunday, January 20, 2013

I realized it's almost been a month since I last updated on here, and well, that's kinda sad. But at the same time, I don't know when exactly I would've been able to update you guys on anything. Mostly because there's not much to update on when it comes to my writing. I'm slowly getting through a first draft right now and waiting for my critique partners' busy lives to simmer down a little so I can get their notes back for my next revision, which I can't even start until my first draft is done of this book. So much to do!

I've been extremely busy, and there's a high chance I won't be updating that often around here for a while. I think I need to concentrate on my real life, which is insanely jam-packed right now, and my writing, which I have to actually schedule time for these days because life has been extremely hectic.

So if you come around here in the next month or so and I still haven't updated, no fears! I'm not dead! I'm just busy living and writing.

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New adult isn't a genre

>> Friday, December 28, 2012

A few years ago, I decided that I wanted to read some books about people from the ages of 18-22, the ages of college and starting out life for the first time on your own, the age I was at the time. Then I began reading even more young adult novels, and I continued to read adult novels as well. I wrote about people from ages 15-30. I didn't think of them as different genres, really. They were all just contemporary fiction, no matter the age of the protagonist.

But the thing is, I was writing protagonists between the ages of 15-30. I knew how to find literary agents for YA and for literary fiction or chick lit, but I didn't know how to find literary agents who would also be interested in my manuscripts that had MCs in their early adulthood years.

Then I heard about this new thing that was coming out, called "new adult" fiction. And I got a little excited, thinking, "hey, here's the genre I was looking for! The genre I wanted to write for, years ago, and have been writing for."

As the months have gone by since I first heard about NA, my views have changed a bit on whether or not you even need a separate genre for those ages.

Because when you really think about it, it's ridiculous that things are separated due to the age of the protagonist. YA was published as regular adult literary fiction for quite some time. In fact, when Sloppy Firsts by Megan McCafferty came out, it was published under an adult publisher, and you still have to go to the adult fiction part of the store in order to find the series. That series doesn't just follow Jessica Darling's life in high school, it also follows her to college, and her years after college.

Quite frankly, I've decided that all fiction should be like that.
If it's contemporary, it belongs together. Mystery can go together, romance, sci-fi, fantasy, each genre can have it's own section, but not separated by age. Because the age of the MC shouldn't matter.
The level of difficulty in reading can matter, sure. Like if a book is an easy read meant for a thirteen year old, then yes, it should go in a separate section. But if the book can be read by either a teenager or an adult? Why not just put it in the same section?
After all, Catcher in the Rye is in the adult section. To Kill a Mockingbird is in the adult section. Books like Two Way Street could also easily be in the adult section, even though it was published as YA.

So, after months of thinking, I've decided that NA doesn't need to exist, because those are just adult books. YA doesn't even really need to exist.* After all, when I was a teen, I read both books about teenagers and books about adults. Many teens do. And so many adults read YA. So why not just stop trying to segregate the ages of protagonists and just enjoy the books for what they are?



*Don't get me wrong, I love the YA community. There are amazing books published as YA that probably wouldn't see the time of day without the community. But the point of this is that NA is kind of a pointless genre, because it already exists in adult.

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I'm going to do something I haven't done in a while...

>> Friday, December 7, 2012

A currently post! Yeesh. How long has it been? A million years? A bunch of months? Somewhere in between?


Book: 
Believe it or not, now that I work at the library, I've been reading less than ever, because I haven't had time. And yes, that makes me a sad panda. So while I have a pile of twenty something books from the library right now, I haven't started anything since the first of December, when I read I've Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella. It was a bit predictable, but entertaining.
After I finish some schoolwork and writing today, I do plan on tackling my to-read pile, so that current book should change soon. 


Music:
I've been on a Lana Del Rey kick lately, which is strange, because I didn't really care for her album when it came out, but now I can't stop listening to Lolita on repeat.

Wishlist:
I desperately want The Almost Truth by Eileen Cook right now. It just came out, and I'm waiting for it from the library (come on, new orders/processing, work faster, please). Eileen is one of my favorite authors, and I've never read a book by her I didn't like, so I'm really excited to devour every last word in this book. 

TV Show: 
I have no explanation for how my Futurama marathon began, but I just finished watching all the seasons on Netflix. (I think I just figured out why I haven't had time to read lately.) It's a great show that was brought back to life a few years back. Zoidberg is my favorite, because why not Zoidberg?

Video Game:
A new addition to my currently lists! I've started playing more games than I used to (yet another reason I probably haven't gotten as much reading in as I'd like), and my latest favorites are Plants Vs. Zombies, the DFTBA game, and Heavenly Sword. Seriously, I love kicking ass in Heavenly Sword. It makes me feel like Buffy.

Project:
Now that NaNoWriMo is over (and I failed to write a full novel in a month's time), I have a project in mind that I came up with yesterday morning at work, but I'm calling it THE SECRET MANUSCRIPT (all caps are necessary), because I've decided not to discuss it with anyone, because I have no idea if it'll really turn out to be what I want it to be or not. There's a high possibility that it'll just end up in my scraps document. There's always that possibility with anything I write, because writing is kind of like gambling. You never know if you'll actually win or lose.



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